It's almost a month since the breast exam and as i hoped there was nothing wrong. The doctor just told me I could feel this way because I'm going trough a lot of stress in my daily life and that effects my hormones that in turn goes kind of crazy and stops to cooperate with the rest of the body. Having been told that I guess I should stress less in the future, but living in this country makes it kind of impossible to not stress over a handful of things -__-;
Also finished the final exams for intermediate level 2 without any problems, but now I'm kind of fearing level 3... But the next semester will just go on for one month before it's time for 2 weeks summer vacation! I have no made up plans as of yet but I'm gonna go to the beach for sure!
Right now I'm just dying the heat death and seeing it's gonna lean towards 33C at the end of the week I just want to hide indoors and not go outside until autumn. But since school starts tomorrow I don't have a choice. A lot of people left school after last semester so this time schools gonna feel a bit empty for sure. But I hope to met a lot of new people!
And during last week, since i had a week off from school, me and one of my best friends from Sweden took a trip to Jeju island, it was a really nice vacation and it felt great to get away from busy Tokyo for a while. Here's some pictures from the trip;
If I ever have the chance I'd love to come back to Jeju with my boyfriend, it could be a really romantic vacation^^
Without going into details, I'm still living in my own apartment, the moving in together thing got postponed into the future. Outer factors will always be a pain in the butt I guess, but those are just the things you can't do anything about.
But my biggest problem right now is probably the whole practical college/university thing. It's about getting time to choose now and I have no idea what to do since I will probably not be granted study loans for that. I'm so stressed I just want to punch a hole in the wall. I can't imagine leaving my bf and going back to Sweden without him next year, it's just, no. But I don't really now what to do right now, argh.
Well all I can do right now is just hoping things turns out for the better for my bf, that the heat doesn't kill me and that I'll get through this semester as well.
Over and out.
